drug-induced psychosis, drug-induced mystical experiences, Ram Dass, gets you in the room with God, breaking through, insanity leading to sanity
meditation-induced psychosis, meditation-induced mystical experiences, monasticism, psychotic monk in California, psychotic nun in Maryland
psychiatric hospital, psychotics comprehending God, connection to one another
psychotic episode, belief in self-centered universe, excommunication from universe, intense unreality, universe is purely bad
mystical salvation, immediately followed decision of suicide, "I cannot be alone because there is everything around me", there is not nothing but Something, hell leading to Heaven, what's left in total aloneness is the intimacy of the Presence of Everything